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Cosmos Lost Her Headโฆ
and I hope to never find it again
For more follow me @cosmoslostherhead

๐๐จ๐ฐ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐๐๐ง ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ?: Digital Diary #15 (6-19-25)
Entering this Solstice dancing with the flames๐๐ฝ๐ฅ๐
I have so much gratitude for the unknown right now. I thought that when I decided to let it all go that it would create more fear. But, when I say I’m free falling, the answer is in the word, I feel free.
I feel more free without the “foundation” I thought was bringing me comfort and stability. I don’t even have the answers and yet, day by day, I feel lighter and more sure of myself. I feel the support that holds me in the spaces between everything I thought I knew.
What I know is what got me here and the longer I fall in the unknown, the further I find myself from the person I was before I started all of this. The closer I find myself to my dreams.
The more daring I get with my visions, the more I see that it can be easy, easeful, effortless. That, the only person in my way was myself.
And I have gratitude for her, because she introduced me to this new sense of self, she laid the path to this moment now.
Have a great now๐ซถ๐ฝ๐๐ฆ๐ฑ๐

๐๐๐๐ญ๐ก ๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐ซ๐๐ฌ๐๐ง๐๐: Digital Diary #14 (5-21-25)
๐๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ง ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ
๐๐ช๐ด๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ๐ต๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ข ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ต๐ช๐ฎ๐ฆ
๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฆ๐น๐ช๐ด๐ต๐ด ๐ช๐ด ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ
๐๐ฆ๐ต ๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฒ๐ถ๐ช๐ฆ๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ณ๐ถ๐ต๐ฉ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฅ
๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ช๐ด ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ด๐ต
๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ธ๐ข๐ช๐ต๐ด ๐ข๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ง๐ข๐ณ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ท๐ข๐ด๐ต
๐๐ฏ๐บ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ช๐ด ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ด๐ด๐ช๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ต’๐ด ๐ต๐ณ๐ถ๐ฆ
๐๐ญ๐ญ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ด ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ต๐ธ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ช๐ด ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ช๐ญ๐ช๐ต๐บ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ช๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ
Have a beautiful now๐ซถ๐ฝ๐๐ฆ๐

๐๐จ ๐๐ข๐ฏ๐ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ข๐: Digital Diary #13 (5-14-25)

๐๐ซ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐จ๐ฏ๐, ๐ก๐จ๐ฅ๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐๐๐ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐๐จ๐ญ๐ก: Digital Diary #12 (5-1-25)
I LOVE paradox. How can two opposing things both be true? Nothing about it makes sense, YET somehow it makes complete sense in its nonsensicality. You can, indeed, feel the full spectrum of emotions all at once. And when you do you sit in the eye of the storm where the calm awaits and holds you in an intense, grounding presence.
I am so grateful for Ramen, for our special fur babies that come into this world asking for nothing and giving everything. For the unconditional love and joy they teach. For the fleeting, yet deeply impactful time, they are here.
While death can feel sudden when it arrives, it’s no mystery that it’s always been on its way. I hold this close everyday and it’s what grounds me in presence and compassion.
I love you all, happy 1st of May๐ซถ๐ฝ๐๐ฆ๐
๐๐๐ข๐ ๐๐จ๐ฃ’๐ฉ ๐๐๐๐ก
๐๐ฐ ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ง๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ญ.
๐ ๐ค๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ด ๐บ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ฆ๐น๐ฑ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฅ
๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ช๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ข ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ธ ๐ท๐ช๐ด๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ข๐ณ๐ฅ
๐๐ถ๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ด๐ต ๐ฅ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฎ๐ด
๐๐ฐ ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ญ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ด๐ฑ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ๐ด ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ต๐ธ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ข๐ฎ๐ด
๐๐ฉ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ต๐ข๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ด๐ต๐ณ๐บ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐จ๐ญ๐ข๐ด๐ด
๐๐ต ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ด ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ต ๐จ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฎ๐ด
๐ ๐ฌ๐ข๐ญ๐ฆ๐ช๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ด๐ค๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ณ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ต๐ข๐ญ๐ด ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ
๐๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ต ๐ง๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ญ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ข๐ญ๐ญ
๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ง๐ข๐ญ๐ญ
๐๐ฏ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐จ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ด๐ต ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ณ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฃ๐ช๐ต ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ด
๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐ค๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ค๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ต๐ณ๐ถ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ
๐๐ข๐ต๐ค๐ฉ ๐ข๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ต๐ณ๐ช๐น ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ธ
๐๐ฆ๐จ๐ช๐ฏ๐ด ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ค๐ณ๐ถ๐ฎ๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ… ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฎ
๐ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ธ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ญ๐ฅ
๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ข๐ญ๐ธ๐ข๐บ๐ด ๐ธ๐ข๐ช๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฆ

Digital Diary #11 (Part 3): Illusions of Comfort
๐๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ช๐ด ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ถ๐ด ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ
๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ค๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ถ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ.
๐๐ข๐จ๐ช๐ค ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ท๐ฆ๐ด ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฆ๐บ๐ฆ๐ด,
๐๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ๐ด๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ๐ด ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ต๐ธ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฆ๐ด.
๐๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ๐ถ๐ข๐จ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ด-
๐๐ช๐ด๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด, ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด๐ข๐จ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฏ๐ต ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ “๐ธ๐ฆ.”
๐๐ฆ๐ช๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ธ๐ข๐บ๐ด ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ญ๐ช๐ต๐ช๐ฆ๐ด,
๐๐ถ๐ข๐ณ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐บ ๐ง๐ข๐ฆ, ๐ต๐ณ๐ช๐ค๐ฌ๐ด๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ด ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ฉ.
๐๐ฏ๐ค๐ช๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ด๐ด๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด,
๐๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฆ๐ข๐ค๐ฉ ๐ถ๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ’๐ด ๐ฏ๐ฐ ๐ด๐ถ๐ค๐ฉ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ.
๐๐ช๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ-๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ข๐ต๐ถ๐ณ๐ข๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ,
๐๐ณ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฆ๐ค๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ถ๐ด ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฏ๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐จ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ณ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐บ.
๐ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฒ๐ถ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ค๐บ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฐ ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ง๐ถ๐ญ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ช๐ต๐ด ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ณ๐ช๐ต๐บ.
๐๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ถ๐ค๐ฉ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ด๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ค๐ฆ, ๐ธ๐ฆ’๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ด๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต.
๐๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ด๐ต, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐จ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ๐ด ๐ฎ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต.
๐๐ข๐จ๐ช๐ค ๐ฆ๐น๐ช๐ด๐ต๐ด ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ฌ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ต๐ธ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ด๐บ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฑ๐ด๐ฆ๐ด,
๐๐ข๐ช๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ฃ๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ช๐ฑ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ช๐ต๐ด ๐ข๐น๐ช๐ด.
๐๐ญ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฆ๐บ๐ฆ๐ด, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ
๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ญ๐บ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ญ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ช๐ณ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ญ๐ช๐ต๐บ.
๐ซถ๐ฝ๐ฆ๐๐๐ฑ

Digital Diary #11 (Part 2): Great Manifestations & Their Shadow
๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ช๐ง ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฅ๐ฐ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ช๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ,
๐๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ๐ช๐ง๐ฆ๐ด๐ต ๐ช๐ฏ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ?
๐๐ฐ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ช๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ด ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ,
๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ธ๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ช๐ฏ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฏ-๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ต๐ธ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ.
๐๐ฆ๐ญ๐ข๐น ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐จ๐ณ๐ช๐ฑ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ,
๐๐ฆ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ด๐ต๐ณ๐ถ๐ค๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ข ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ถ๐ฑ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ.
๐๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ณ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ๐ญ๐ด, ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ.
๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ค๐ญ๐ข๐บ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฅ.
๐๐ฐ ๐ข๐ด๐ฌ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฐ ๐ฃ๐ช๐จ ๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ด๐ฎ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ
๐๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ, ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ข ๐ฅ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฑ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฏ๐ง๐ช๐ฏ๐ช๐ต๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ.

Digital Diary #11 (Part 1) Holding Space for Transformation
๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ง๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ง ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ข๐จ๐ข๐ช๐ฏโจ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ’๐ด ๐ฏ๐ฐ ๐ธ๐ข๐บ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ฆ๐น๐ค๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ-โจ๐ข ๐ด๐ธ๐ช๐ณ๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ฅ๐บ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ธ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ง ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ.
๐๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ค๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ช๐ด ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ธ,
๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ’๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ต.
๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ญ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ด๐ต ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ญ๐บ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ด
๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ข, ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ด๐ถ๐ง๐ง๐ฆ๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ.
๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐บ,โจ๐๐ญ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ง ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ญ๐ข๐ช๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ,โจ๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ง๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ช๐ฏ-๐ฑ๐ข๐ฏ๐ช๐ค,โจ๐๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ง ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ต๐ฉ๐ด
๐ญ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ง๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ ๐ฅ๐ณ๐ข๐จ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ-๐ง๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ๐ต๐ช๐ค.
๐๐ณ, ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฑ.โจ๐๐ญ๐ช๐ค๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ’๐ด ๐ด๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ,โจ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ธ๐ข๐ช๐ต๐ด ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐บ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ถ๐ณ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต
-๐ฅ๐ช๐ท๐ฆ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ง๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ญ๐บ ๐ช๐ฏ.
๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ณ๐ช๐ค๐ฌ ๐ช๐ด ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐บ ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต,โจ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ณ-
๐ณ๐ฆ๐ธ๐ณ๐ช๐ต๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ท๐ฆ’๐ด ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ณ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ค๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ.
โจ๐๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐น๐ต ๐ต๐ช๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ง๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ง ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ,โจ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ข ๐ค๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ.โจ๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ’๐ญ๐ญ ๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ง๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ญ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ…
๐ธ๐ฉ๐ช๐ญ๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐จ๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ.
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Digital Diary #10 (Part 2): Remembering the Rainbow, 4-22-2025
Dancing in the portal between spaces
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๐๐ฐ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ต๐ข๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ,
๐ด๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ณ๐ข๐ธ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐บ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ด ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ด๐ถ๐ณ๐ฆ
๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐บ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ญ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ต๐ข๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ.
๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ’๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ถ๐ณ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ช๐ด๐ฆ๐ฅ,
๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ’๐ต ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ญ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ณ๐ฌ.
๐๐ต’๐ด ๐ด๐ฐ๐ง๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐บ๐ฆ๐ด
๐ช๐ง ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฎ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ด๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ฌ.
๐๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฑ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฆ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ด๐ฐ๐ง๐ต,
๐ฏ๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ต๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ด๐ฑ๐ช๐ณ๐ช๐ต’๐ด ๐ค๐ฐ๐ด๐ต.
๐๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ด๐ฐ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ ๐ด๐ช๐ต ๐ข๐ต ๐ข ๐ต๐ข๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ
๐ฃ๐ถ๐ช๐ญ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ข ๐ง๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ.
๐๐ญ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ, ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ฅ.
๐๐ณ๐ฆ๐ต๐ต๐บ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ค๐ญ๐ช๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฅ-
๐ข ๐ค๐ข๐จ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ช๐ณ๐ฅ.
๐๐ด๐ค๐ข๐ฑ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐จ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ
๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ธ ๐ธ๐ข๐บ.
๐๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ข ๐ค๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฑ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ๐ข๐ณ ๐ช๐ด ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐จ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ธ,
๐ฅ๐ข๐บ๐ด ๐ด๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ธ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ๐ด-
๐ฃ๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต, ๐จ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ญ๐ฐ๐ธ.
๐๐ท๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ถ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ,
๐ข ๐ฉ๐ข๐ณ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฎ:
๐ข ๐ด๐ฑ๐ข๐ค๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ด๐ด๐ฐ๐ญ๐ท๐ฆ
๐ธ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฎ.
๐๐ฐ๐ง๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ณ๐ข๐จ๐ช๐ญ๐ฆ,
๐บ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ.
๐๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต, ๐ข๐จ๐ช๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ณ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ.
๐๐ต๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐จ๐ต๐ฉ ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ช๐ญ๐ฅ๐ด
๐ข๐ด ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ค๐ณ๐ข๐ค๐ฌ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ
๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ด ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ธ ๐ท๐ช๐ฃ๐ณ๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ.
๐๐ณ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ญ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ง๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ด ๐ช๐ฏ,
๐ช๐ญ๐ญ๐ถ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ต๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ๐ด๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฎ๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ.
๐๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ด, ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐บ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ง๐ญ๐บ.
๐๐ช๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต ๐ฃ๐ข๐ด๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ถ๐ฏ ๐ข๐ด ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฅ๐ณ๐บ.
๐ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ธ ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ต๐ด
๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ข๐ถ๐ต๐ช๐ง๐ถ๐ญ, ๐ณ๐ข๐ฅ๐ช๐ข๐ฏ๐ต ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฎ
๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ช๐ญ๐ต ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐บ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ด๐ต ๐ต๐ถ๐ณ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต ๐ด๐ต๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฎ.
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Digital Diary #10 (Part 1): Becoming the Rainbow, 4-22-2025
It’s been so fulfilling to come back to my art. I didn’t realize how much I missed the freedom of creating and connecting to myself through that process. I do it all the time with my tattoo clients and forgot I needed that one on one time with myself too.
I’m excited to continue working on these older unfinished pieces and bring them to life with the new energy of my current self๐๐ป๐